In my next life, I would like to live without being in pain. I have spent the last 12 years of my life in pain every day due to lupus/fibromyalgia/arhtritis and I honestly cannot remember what it was like to have a single day of my life without pain.
I dream many times of what just one single day would be like without pain. I dream about playing with my children, giving them the attention they deserve instead of snippets of myself when I am able to get out of bed.
I dream of running with them and we are all laughing, I dream of walking with them and we are all talking, I dream of cuddling them and we all feel warm and secure.
If I had to have a limb amputated for just one day of pain-free existence, I would gladly do it because it is heartbreaking to see my children grow up before my very eyes without being pro-active in their life.
Just cuddling them hurts, and I would love to cuddle them forever!
So I don't crave for fame, or the latest Mac computer (although that would be nice), or even having money, all I would like is to live without this intense and disabling pain.
I apologise for being a little deep, but I am in a severe flare at the moment and in so much pain I find it extremely difficult to cope, and expressing myself helps somewhat - so thankyou for this thread
